Thursday, September 30, 2010

CaHaYa




yup!
cahya!
pabila cik bayang2 mendapat cahya...
huhuh
alhamdulillah..
SPEECHLESS!

tadi...tpat2 time maghrib..
ku menunggu driver...jeng3 (luv driver)
alhamdulillah...
sampai juge...
okay..
kami pegi makan...
sampai tmpt parking...
SOMETHING happened...
yup!
SOMETHING that shows SOMETHING!
yup!
cahaya!
huhuhu

tidak ku sangke...
boleh menangis di tepi jalan raye..
dlm keadaan keseorangan..(memangla..law dpn org..terime kasihla..aM the best actress la..haha)
lantak pi la org len nk pike apa
as a positive thinker..
maybe diorg pike ak sesat jalan agknye..hahaah
xpon tlepas dr pimpinan ibu bape..
hahaha
yup!
memang ilang arah tuju pon..
seketike saje..
tidak ku sangke ku tidak tahan dlm menempuhi dugaan itu..

yup!
sakit!
memang sakit!
ku tidak bisa tahan! (chewah)

okay...
di awal kejadian..
boley cover lg..
but then..aku pike..sti aku xtahan nanti..
i ask for kunci kete...
dpt kunci kete..
ak pike nk amek mp3..
bio dgar lagu maher zain..
bia tenang rasa sakit ini..
owh..tidak..rupenye earphone wat hal..

okay2..
mane ak nk pegi??
aku nk pegi masjid!
mcm mane?
owh...help me!!!
pade sape?
ofkoz padaNYA...
yup!
ak xnk minx tlg manusia!
knape?
sbp ak taw mreke xboleh tlg ak...(sbp ak memg ego!..haha)
okay...
ALLAH...help me...
ak nk pegi masjid..aku nk jumpe KAU...
but how?
argghhh..
aku kekusutan..
mundar mandir kt tepi jln..
uwh..aku tidak KUAT!!
help me!!!...
crying n crying again..
saba miza..saba..tahan!
orang lalu tuh!
okkk..(cover2..hahaah)
kusut lagi...
mane maw pegi ni...komfem xmo pegi mkn dlu..kantoi nanti..lalalaal~
mundar mandir lagi...
aku nk solat!
yup!
ak nk pegi masjid!
ak nk jmpe DIA!
yup!

ok2...fikiran suda mule waras balek..
fon xde dalam pegangan pon xperasan..
ok...
bukak pintu kete balek..
amek fon..
kbetulan along kol..
ok...
aku ckp:
'akk nk pg masjid,xmaw makan'
ok...
ak jalan2...(berjalan la..)
alhamdulillah...
sampai masjid..

sayu...
yup!
tharu...
yup!
haru biru...
nope!
sgt tenang..
smakin langkahku dekat ke masjid..
aku smakin tenang!
yup!
alhamdulillah...
jalan ikot grak kaki..
alhamdulillah..jumpe tempat wudu'
(siap tgk byk kali lagi,btol ke tempt pompuan ni)
hahaha
okeh...
alhamdulillah...setel sume
siap dga cramah jap..
alhamdulillah...
rase nk stay smpai ujong malam!
but then..i've to go..
mereke sdg mnunggu..

okay..
aM back!
back to NORMAL hamiza..
ya ya...
aM the best actress!
ngee~
makan2..
alhamdulillah..
kenyang..
n balek!
alhamdulillah..

aku sangke..pas abes klas..
aku akn tros balek ke rumah..
bgini rupenye yg tjadi..
alhamdulillah..

bginilah crita ku mendapat CAHAYA...
HE always be there..
Thank YOU ALLAH..
;)

THE END

Sunday, September 26, 2010

HIM

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kukucup tanganmu
Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku
Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kami rindu padamu
Allahumma Solli Ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi Solli Alaihi Wasallim ( 2X )

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kudakap dirimu
Tiada kata yang dapat aku ucapkan
Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu

Kutahu cintamu kepada umat
Umati ummati
kutahu bimbangnya kau tentang kami
Syafaatkan kami

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini

Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Terimalah kami sebagai umatmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kurniakanlah syafaatmu...

Friday, September 24, 2010

MiMpi DIA

owh..awal pg ku tjage..
masih tringat lg sisa2 mimpi td
huhhu

DIA
muncul dlm mimpi pule
aritu di ingatan n trus membaweku ke blognye
alhamdulillah..UPDATED
dpt ku tahu serba sdikit psl khidupannye

uwhhh...
knape sy amek tahu ni..
uwh..perlukah ku peduli tentangnye?
huhuh
ALLAH knows...

perhaps diz is a sign?
uwh..hidupku penuh dgn TANDA2
h0hoh

okeh2..
i want HER to CHANGE!
i need a CHANGE!
i want THEY CHANGE!
yup!
changes!
ke arah kebaikan...

ok2..insya ALLAH...
aku xmaw masok syurga sorang2
aku juge xmaw masok neraka
nauzubillah..
ok2..
MANUSIA itu BOLEH BERUBAH..
insya ALLAH...

(^_^)v

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

F.B

FB mcm BF saya!
uhuk3
have to puase FB again stelah di nasihatkn membe2 yg MEMBANTU. luv u ALL~
(padah org yg GIAN sgt)
hahaha

ok..
aM trying to change!
h0ho
as HE promise; HE always be there..
yup!
i noe...

smoge ukhwah di FB kembali mcm selalu..NANTI
insya Allah..

so..BIARkan aku mengomel sorg2 kt cni bertemankan DIA.
;)
sbap DIA yg slalu TAHU ape yang aku FIKIR!








NAK ini!




saya mahu INI!
tapi kaki XSAMPAI
ohho..
perlu cari but mcmni





ahha..
silap haribulan..ilang kaki b4 nek moto tu kn

huhuh..
its okay.
let see...


B.I.A.Rkan

biarkan
blog ini xmnarek phatian saya

biarkan
aku xfolow sape2

biarkan
xde org folow saya

biarkan
aku mengarut apa yg difikirkan

biarkan
saya melalut di sini saja...

X taw NAK kate ape!

hah..da taw aku byk saketkan hati kaw,
yg pegi kontek lg apa SAPAL?
uwh..perlu dgar lagu
akim-BENGANG nih
huhuhu

aku memang camni la..
same je alasan utk smue org
yg nk saket hati ape hal?

fon- da memg ak jrg gune (smpai org soh campak dlm laut lg)
webcam- bukan sume org ak bg tgk terutamenye AJNABI
klua- ak bkn suke klua plan2..tibe2 nk kua..aku kua r..

aishh...

ok! sekian

Monday, September 20, 2010

R.E.D.H..A

REDHA
yup!
itu yg boleh kulakukn
hehehe

after raye..byk kejutan!
nope!
memg sudah dijangke
so..maw sedih ke x?
nope!
maw ubah la..

diz the time..
UBAH apa yg belom diUBAH
hohoho

insha Allah..
aM trying..

btol org cakap..
bukan sng nk buat perubahan
banyak yg kne kita hadapi
yg baik,yg buruk,
tu sume dugaan

yup!
have to be STRONG to FACE it
okay~
GUDLUCK 4myself n YOU!
(^_^)v

Thursday, September 16, 2010

M.A.T.L.A.M.A.T


BETULkan ape yang KURANG BETUL
nak RAJIN
SETELkan yang WAJIB
UBAH yang blom diUBAH
nak KUAT



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

mAsIh SAMA!

yup!
masih sama RASA ini!
bila jumpa DIA dan DIA!
argghhh...
can't bear it!
h0ho
its okay..
maknanya..
saya SANGAT SAYANG dia dan dia!
saya SANGAT RINDU dia dan dia!
saya SANGAT CINTA dia dan dia!
yup!
itu yg saya FIKIR!

~love arwah MAKNEK n PAKNEK~

Thursday, September 9, 2010

..: AlWaYs Be THERE :..

If you ask me about love
And what i know about it
My answer would be
It’s everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers
So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will Always Be There
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will Always Be There
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in our little heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will Always Be There…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah capable of everything
Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all’ll be over
And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will Always Be There

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will Always Be There
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in our little heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will Always Be There…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will Always Be There
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will Always Be There
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in our little heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will Always Be There…

Allahu Akbar…

AkU MUNCUL laGI

upzz..
hahaha
okeh..
rupenye wujud lagi ini blog
nape aku nk tulis lagi kt sini?
sebab byk yg aku pike sebnanye..
hahaaha
mood: huhahuha

esok RAMDHAN pergi..SYAWAL datang..
rase SEDIH pasti ade
byk faktor yg membuatkan rasa itu datang..
okeh..takpe.aku boleh tahan
;)
mood: serius

harapan dan ucapan: smoga RAMADHAN ini dapat mengubah diri kita semua...aminn..